Kuli for a morning..

Today woke up at 6 sent Big sis to airport- going to Miri/Lawas outstation. SO sleepy while driving back. Then when home, thought to continue my dream, no longer after that mom came to wake us up..Going to move the stocks- seeds and fertilizers and all the equipment that have taken place in the house for almost a year to the new "factory"- light industrial estate. Anyhow, this time Boss decided to rent a light-industrial shophouses for 2K, I dunno whether it is worth for him as he always change his mind so fast like in Katy Perry's Song - Hot n Cold. Seems today his mood also up and down making us all bit tension, making little mistake being scold till bit angry, dun wan to help him anymore. Whatever, in the end women are all soft-hearted, n this not only true on me, but on sis n mom.. Anyhow, today I still able to manage my energy- mayb got extraordinary power up "injection" so, eventhough the things are so heavy and I'm sooo sleepy in the car regardless I'm driving or not. It's quite tiring but finally see the house looks like a house rather than a factory is still a happy moment!

What happen to me?

Start to get lazier and lazier. What should I do?

This semester even though I just have 14 credit hour including 2 elective courses, the toughness and difficulty is much more than it is and I should have be putting more effort in this semester to get a much better result. However, the mind just keep hanging all the time, even when holding the book on hand, been thinking of too many other "stuff". When realize that this is already the fifth week (if not mistaken) and it's the month of August already, OMG I could have been doing better than this! I should have done a lot of things especially being prepared for the mid-term tests that weight 20%! Where is the mistake? I should have left my heart for study at home. Next weekend is UNIMAS's Convocation Days! 3rd sister will be graduating in Human Resource Development and my whole family surely be present all together to support and cheers for her including Grandma from Miri coming down for a week. Of course the next mid-semester break for 1 week be used up for family's business-dad's office work, bring grandma around, family photo shooting, dinners, bla bla bla.. I must be quick to reshuffle my schedule, be prepared for Instrumentations and Control, Engineering Design and Engineering Ethics . Awake my spirit!!