Since 13th November 2009, I start my holiday which I dunno if that is consider a holiday..Anyhow, I should have get used to it since I learnt to admit and accept myself as the daughter to my parents and responsibility to this family. Of course that what a family should be, together and at all time be tolerable to each other so as to maintain the best atmosphere in the family.
Sometime I claimed myself to be like a bird in a cage, without any freedom. Actually is not sometime, should be always. Until now I'm thinking, at my age of 22 years old, what have I done without family by my side? How much thing I have involved in without any of my famiy members? Did I ever try to stay outside the house for more than 1 week without getting any contact from family? Of coz, I came out with an empty list. It's not about whether how far can I achieve it, but is whether I am able to come out with the first step, of course not me to decide when to make this first step, but when am I allowed to make this first step. Since I start to know the word freedom, I always asked myself, does this means a lot to me? Not by saying I should get rid the whole family, but is whether the trust to give the freedom to me, or am I not worth for this little right? When it should be the right time for me to get this right? Or is it forever I'm tide with this name, I am tied to this fate?
I do feel lucky to be in the family, of course there's a lot of memories to remind the importance of family members. Somehow, does that means friends and other people in my life is not important at all? In life why I have to be limited to get connected with other people besides family?
Christmas is coming soon==countdown less than one month from now. Green Gallery as usual provides a lot of new and creative decorations that attracts lots of people including me n Joa. Since we love this festival so much, we always spent a lot in buying those unique but expensive deco. This year theme is Gingerbread; the cute house is creative but too expensive so we decide not to buy any new deco this year,,so just browse through and just enjoying the atmosphere..:D
Yeng je's lunch--so ke lian..haha
Mine full..haha coz yeng je dun eat midin and the appetizer and the fruits bla bla bla..then she so ke lian. This is our last lunch for this course..next time no more free food liao. Join this type of course again lar. Free training including 3 meals per day, not bad..Hehe/ So many technicians came down to tumpang eat with us..
CNC Machine manual book..So complex
My suggested way of cutting ===haih not used..
