Little cute blackie don't know her own name!

Little Blackie been one of our family member since 15th August 2009. She was born in 28th April 2009 so will be 4 months old soon!.. At first when we bought her back, she's so cute and obedient that she never poo poo or pee outside her 'home'. So, unluckily, now she turn her nature behavior of being naughty and not listening to order. Even when we call her "Blackie, Blackie..." she seldom turn up to us. Before this we thought maybe she's new to this home and this name, so she may not recognize our voice and even her own name. But now it's about a month since she stay here, yet she never really actually one time respond to our call. Just some time she just coincidently turn over and run to us, we are all so happy and just assume that she really know her own name.. However, take care of a dog really tired and spend a lot of money. For vaccine, medicine, foods, toys, accessories, and also the cost of the time needed to pay attenlion to her. Like taking care of a newborn baby. All energy, attention and commitment are focus on her. Hopefully she will understand that she's now one part of the family and at least response to our call whenever we call for her..

Whole day hiccups!

Don't know what happened yesterday as i keep having hiccups from morning 0900 till night time 2000! What is more weird is that it started without notice and can only stops after I had my meal. XD.. Sisters them told me to try different ways to stop my hiccups through different believes like stop breathing for how many seconds, drink 4 gulps of water non-stop, being scared from behind all all those seems ridiculous and funny actions.

However these all didn't work out at all and it can only stop when I started to eat non-stop and that of a larger volume at one time. Wow, luckily it didn't continue till I sleep or else I can imagine everyone being disturbed by the weird weird sound made by me..

Insomnia + Bad dreams

Today is getting more and more hazy. How much is the IPU?

Yesterday night is another terrible night for me. Eventhough I got 2 fans( one on the ceiling, another table fan) which are already turned on to the fullest speed, don't know why I hardly get myself to sleep. With a habit to get on bed before 12am, yesterday and few days before I have been awake till more than 1 am! Before this, my best record is till morning 5 am, but that's for completing a group project which I would never want to have the last minute work again. When turning and turning on my bed with Loufu, it's not hot at all, just I can't find the mood to sleep. Once I finally, hardly fall asleep, I keep having ridiculous dream. I don't even know what leads me to have such weird dreams that can even make me cry in the dream till make me awake! No tears but just the emotion that tells me to cry. I don't understand why, just in the dream, I do see some people that I know, but those that are not very close ones, appear in my dreams. Peopla always say what you always think in daylight will cause you to dream it at night. That's the weird thing as someone who appear in my dreams are not those who that I even hardly have a chance to meet them. Phew, this makes me sweat once woke up!

Maybe I should not take my dream so seriously. Hope I won't suffer from these continuous dream tonight.

What happen to me?

Start to get lazier and lazier. What should I do?

This semester even though I just have 14 credit hour including 2 elective courses, the toughness and difficulty is much more than it is and I should have be putting more effort in this semester to get a much better result. However, the mind just keep hanging all the time, even when holding the book on hand, been thinking of too many other "stuff". When realize that this is already the fifth week (if not mistaken) and it's the month of August already, OMG I could have been doing better than this! I should have done a lot of things especially being prepared for the mid-term tests that weight 20%! Where is the mistake? I should have left my heart for study at home. Next weekend is UNIMAS's Convocation Days! 3rd sister will be graduating in Human Resource Development and my whole family surely be present all together to support and cheers for her including Grandma from Miri coming down for a week. Of course the next mid-semester break for 1 week be used up for family's business-dad's office work, bring grandma around, family photo shooting, dinners, bla bla bla.. I must be quick to reshuffle my schedule, be prepared for Instrumentations and Control, Engineering Design and Engineering Ethics . Awake my spirit!!