Singapore X'mas 2009 (1)

This vacation brought happiness and also tiredness in all of us. Eventhough Singapore is a small country, but the place is really a nice place to stay as the country is really CLEAN! Maybe because of the attitude and culture where Singaporean really likes the country to be clean, or because of the penalty for littering etc..? Anyhow it is really comfortable and much more cleaner than our own country, this we all have to admit that. No matter in small and not much developed area such as Little India, the place still clean and just as nice. Even you are walking during midnight time, you won't feel so afraid of people disturbing or trying to rob you (eventhough I'm not clear on the security and crime rate in the country). We went there for X'mas celebreation anyhow the funny thing is we missed the parade. They have parade around 5 pm which we are still in the mall as we expect parade should be around midnite and everyone is enjoying the few minutes towards Christmas just like the new year countdown. Since we are not able to witness the parade, thus we just continue to squeeze ourselves among the crowd that floading Orchard Road. Along the streeet around 4 km, the giant shopping complexes are just next to each other and we only manage to visit through less than half before we surrender due to foot pain. That same morning we have been to Singapore Zoo till 5pm before we get down to shopping. Everywhere is lights and decorations that seems they threw in a huge budget to beautify the country during special occasion that attract the tourists from other countries. We bump into a lot of Malaysians too..

Christmas Party in Half-Way Home

My vegetarian food...=.="

Slideshow and gifts...


Group Photo- Boss in the middle with chairman frm the association on the left. Residents wearing Christmas hat.

Today Half-way Home Residents is enjoyed their Christmas Party organised by Taiwan Buddhist Tsu-Chi Association. Eventhough I felt very weird as they organised this celebration which suppose is by Christian, so at first still thinking what would they sing? Christmas song? In the end, they just sang their own songs and I dun feel any Christmas's joyous atmosphere being created. Anyhow they are just completing their mission and of course we welcome them as those residents in Half-Way Home be very happy since got a lot of people celebrating with them, provides foods, gifts, and entertainment as they are mostly being aboondan by their family after being discharged from the hospital. It's a good thing after all..

P/S: Anyhow they are too nice that give me a plate of those vegetarian food which more than half of the food I didn't eat and cannot accept it.

Lee's homecook

Christmas's candle deco..

Today suppose is not a very good day for me.. However, in the end I end up making cheese baked rice, erm big sis's special request. Thus, we went to buy those ingredients- main ingredients such as mozarrella cheese and beef. Done all, eat..just as that simple.:-p

Night operation in the sPring..:-p

One of those shops that has closed in that floor.. The little white doggy pendant looks much like Blackie! Just opposite in colour..Omg!

Joa next to Christmas tree..:D

Raptai..

Site preparation

After finish watching "Zombieland" in MBO last night, me and Joa have to wait till sis finishes her movie "Avatar" which starts at the same time. Anyhow their movie is almost 1 and half hour longer than ours, thus we just exporing around that 2nd floor. We saw some people still busy working, preparing for the next day show (raptai) or exhibition. They are those working when the mall is close for public (except the cinema). Seems like everyone is working hard to make the ends meet. We are so fortunate.

木木小屋- Strongly NOT recommended

Nice hanging but the words doesn't bring any special message to me..

"Just defrozen sio be"

Pale looking barley

Sis's oily bihun

My so-called "Thai Fried Mee"

That day just feel hungry and Joa is meeting people, so just drop by a cafe which look quite nice in renovation and environment, name double wood house in Padungan. When look at the menu, ok it's not much special things to eat, plus they offer 10% off from total bill for dine-in 10am-2pm. Thus, I just roughly chosen the "Thai Fried Mee" and Barley drink and Sis ordered Fried Bihun I think with Teh-C-Peng. Anyhow my fried mee turned out to be "Thai Instant Fried Mee". The mee is no different from "mi segera" like Maggie mee.. N the most important thing is it is not spicy at all and it is too OILY. Tried my best but can't finish this oil. Anyhow I thk sis's bihun is even worse that she give up too. Ok, deep fried "sio be" suppose wont be too bad I thought bt I was wrong from the very first bite I had. It's just eating a cold, frozen yet oily food, dunno if it should be called "food". The barley even had a very weird smell, seems that they have keep it frozen for a LONG time..Poor little house, I think they should have change their servings to keep alive.

Kuli for a morning..

Today woke up at 6 sent Big sis to airport- going to Miri/Lawas outstation. SO sleepy while driving back. Then when home, thought to continue my dream, no longer after that mom came to wake us up..Going to move the stocks- seeds and fertilizers and all the equipment that have taken place in the house for almost a year to the new "factory"- light industrial estate. Anyhow, this time Boss decided to rent a light-industrial shophouses for 2K, I dunno whether it is worth for him as he always change his mind so fast like in Katy Perry's Song - Hot n Cold. Seems today his mood also up and down making us all bit tension, making little mistake being scold till bit angry, dun wan to help him anymore. Whatever, in the end women are all soft-hearted, n this not only true on me, but on sis n mom.. Anyhow, today I still able to manage my energy- mayb got extraordinary power up "injection" so, eventhough the things are so heavy and I'm sooo sleepy in the car regardless I'm driving or not. It's quite tiring but finally see the house looks like a house rather than a factory is still a happy moment!

What's your name?

Leggy froggy? eto,,,,,,, I'm out of idea on cute cute name for this time after named Buniu--/ Boniu..

haha...

The whole afternoon I have wasted my time in down down as unable to find the documents that I once type it in July/ August 2009. Think my memory is getting low, low and lower...=.=".. I just think that this time sure die, boss sure scold me stupid or smtg related. Searching high n low in one after another computers that I might have stored it, but in mind do not have the confidence that this document will be found. Guess what, in the end take up my last bravety to sms boss that I lost the document. Boss thought that I had emailed it before so asked me to find in email, however guess my memory say no to this statement, and proven it is not in the email either. In the end, boss call me up and say he managed to get the document back from the supplier. I should be happy and in the other way, he should have told me earlier that there is another way to get back this doc. Anyhow, i was trained to sacrifice my lunch for this, and maybe one day I will be graduated from this training..:D. However, the best thing is someone sang a song for me to cheer me up which I couldn't believe that got people don't know how to sing a complete ABC song!..Anyhow, thanks so much to make me alive again..Haha. Awaiting to hear the next song ...

Postponed date..

Today, as it is Monday, first planning is to settle my Passport. If not, scared not able to get it before my trip to Singapore this coming Christmas! So, get a leave from boss for few hours to get it done. Anyhow, surprise surprise my luck still haven't come.. thought it was just an ordinary traffic jam around Simpang 3 roundabout as it was around 9am. So just be patient lo, but later who knows when reach the junction, saw every cars going to the same way.. Reach the gate, saw the BIG banner " seminar bla bla bla on 7 to 8 dec 09.." ok., guess won't so much ppl cum for such boring seminar..turn in the parking lots,,omg..full house so better turn out..give up so need to cum back for the next next day..huh..

Lalala...

This plump plump hand with shadow belongs to Joa..:-p..



Look who's on old tv? Hey Joa, u haven't find a name for me..

Loves pastel,,however didn't manage to learn more on this..One day,,when I retired.:D

Is it yes or no?

Sometime I feel like trying to say something but in the end don't even know what actually I want to say, but just the voice in heart keep asking me to say. What is that something, the mind or the heart that making the judgement? Why do I keep pondering on this question since I'm not going to say it out, possibility that saying it out is nearly zero? Or even myself still not yet able to face this question and do not have the answer yet? Say or not to say seems not the main problem already since the consequences is just between yes and no. Maybe just forget about it and ok, just let it be.. Bit frust sometime in making decision to say or not, worry of that two results, yes n b prepare for the worse situation to face or no and one day will regret. This stress can't b calculated and no way for tabulating a profit and loss chart. Too dangerous but aren't that what I'm seeking for?

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Blackie drinking her fav miruku.:D

So cute, spill the milk all over the face..:p, need newspaper as lapik..

I can't let go

Everytime someone questioned me or says something related to my boss, I just don't know why I just couldn't face it with a positive attitude, happily saying that "I'm so proud to be a daughter that he can proud of".

I just couldn't let it down, everytime persuading myself with two motives I'm here in this world, one is to be a daughter that should be able to exist as a capable child of him, secondly is to protect the family (my mom especially) that no son is nothing!

When always tried to be as "capable" as I can, the feeling of trying very hard to get out of this box is attacking my soul. Even the tears might start coming from the heart inside but could never get out as I know I need to pretend not to care about this feeling, just let it be.. Should one day I leave the world before him, I will never say this to him. This world seems to be of nothing more to me if the feeling can't be grounded or one day he stop asking me to do anything, not because he is leaving the world. I still love him so much that I don't want him to know that I'm not very happy to be the "capable" assistant/secretary/clerk/daughter/any post whichever related.

Normal life, just maybe be a gardener that lives in countryside, staying in forest green world with simple 3 meals per day- nothing need to worry- maybe that's the heaven. Trying hard to hypnotise myself to make me feel better..

Photo Funia application II

Joa in green gallery...

Joa holding a soft toy bear while she's not going to buy it..haha..

Blackie gt grow longer...?

Dad say Blackie got grow longer around 4 inches! But this mummy didn't really realize that maybe because see and hug her everyday, Haha. She still very naive thinking she can open that door of her cage and can get out to run here and there..

Photo Funia application

Last time I was looking through any nice and useful games or applications (must be free for me) to install in the iPhone. Then I go through and installed this photo editing software called PhotoFunia. Actually it is not a new application but just maybe I'm too boring so I find this application fun. Putting effects to the photo taken; flowers, pastel, library, urban billboard, film photography, skateboard, magazine and a lot of them. These are some example of this application..quite interesting too.

Cute little bunny text corrector..

This is not yellow, but a green rabbit text corrector. Eventhough it is so simple and only cost RM 1.50, made in China, but it looks soooo cute and irresistible. Cute till about to buy it home. However in the end I decide not to buy so I will think that it is cute forever. As people always tend to think the things or goods that they can never owned is the best and stays best forever. Thus, this little thing can stay cute forever in my heart.
The left is text corrector, the other ear is rubber..so creative..

2012 - the end of the world - my review

2012 the movie; finally i went to the cinema to watch this movie. The legend of Mayan comes to reality and people are facing distinction if they just wait there and die. However, for me it doesn't need to run away. If the world is really coming to an end, I will just sit there and die. For the last few minutes, I will just talk and be together with my families and loved ones, share all the things that I want to say, whether it is a joy or critique. Some people however still struggling to survive, taking any steps that able to guarantee their safetiness maybe even they have to sacrifice others. Does they know that if the world is coming to an end, even the strongest ship is unable to sustain in such situation? Ya, this sounds not scientific at all cause human can calculate the impact they have to sustain so they can build a ship strong enough to against that impact. Anyhow, the effects in the show is quite real and huge impact, yet the main character able to go through all those which sounds really ridiculous practically.

P/S: This review has nothing to do with any religious, believes and prophets. It is just a personal review

Mini Christmas deco section in TV rum..

The lighting (I think we used it 3-4 yrs before already) finally didn't work out anymore this year. Maybe we shall get a new one, or the tree will be just few bulb- not bring enough..

Da wa is protecting little Lulu..:D, good bro

Christmas deco inside the sPring..

Let is snow, let it snow, let it snow..This year Christmas, I will be in Singapore! I wish that I will have unforgettable Christmas! the sPring this year had build a white castle at the main hall, which I think we at least see something different. Anyhow I wish one year I can have Christmas in snowy country..how sweet and different view

Eat out at Manhattan Fish- the sPring- disappointed

It was soooo disappointed for us to pay nearly hundred bucks for these foods.. If it is nice and tasty then it is worth it. However, the last time we went there the mussels was so nice and fat, but maybe because of bad business performance, the customer is getting away I think because they are offering less quality food. Even we are the only customer at that time. We won't give this shop the second chance..Looks nice but totally disappointed. Even Joa can cook better spagheti!

胖胖&Buniu

Joa bought Buniu (actually she called her Boniu) anyhow i thk buniu is cuter haha.. At first I thought she bought it for christmas gift exchange event at home, but later she says she likes it so much so keep it for herselves..I think she will hardly get a gift for that game :p

100 yen- japanese goods for sale..

Actually what we search for in this shop is the junk food- titbits, instant noodles..(a lot of choices!). The price starts from RM4.90, the special thing about this shop is if there is no price tag on the good means the price is RM4.90. So, otherwise mention, everything is 4.90..

Green Gallery's Christmas deco..:D

Christmas is coming soon==countdown less than one month from now. Green Gallery as usual provides a lot of new and creative decorations that attracts lots of people including me n Joa. Since we love this festival so much, we always spent a lot in buying those unique but expensive deco. This year theme is Gingerbread; the cute house is creative but too expensive so we decide not to buy any new deco this year,,so just browse through and just enjoying the atmosphere..:D

BZ holiday--

Since 13th November 2009, I start my holiday which I dunno if that is consider a holiday..Anyhow, I should have get used to it since I learnt to admit and accept myself as the daughter to my parents and responsibility to this family. Of course that what a family should be, together and at all time be tolerable to each other so as to maintain the best atmosphere in the family.

Sometime I claimed myself to be like a bird in a cage, without any freedom. Actually is not sometime, should be always. Until now I'm thinking, at my age of 22 years old, what have I done without family by my side? How much thing I have involved in without any of my famiy members? Did I ever try to stay outside the house for more than 1 week without getting any contact from family? Of coz, I came out with an empty list. It's not about whether how far can I achieve it, but is whether I am able to come out with the first step, of course not me to decide when to make this first step, but when am I allowed to make this first step. Since I start to know the word freedom, I always asked myself, does this means a lot to me? Not by saying I should get rid the whole family, but is whether the trust to give the freedom to me, or am I not worth for this little right? When it should be the right time for me to get this right? Or is it forever I'm tide with this name, I am tied to this fate?

I do feel lucky to be in the family, of course there's a lot of memories to remind the importance of family members. Somehow, does that means friends and other people in my life is not important at all? In life why I have to be limited to get connected with other people besides family?

Day 5 of CNC Machining --Last Day!!!(4)

Yeng je's lunch--so ke lian..haha

Mine full..haha coz yeng je dun eat midin and the appetizer and the fruits bla bla bla..then she so ke lian. This is our last lunch for this course..next time no more free food liao. Join this type of course again lar. Free training including 3 meals per day, not bad..Hehe/ So many technicians came down to tumpang eat with us..

Day 5 of CNC Machining--Last Day!!!(3)

CNC Machine manual book..So complex

Raw workpiece- Pearl Blue

My suggested way of cutting ===haih not used..