Singapore X'mas 2009 (1)

This vacation brought happiness and also tiredness in all of us. Eventhough Singapore is a small country, but the place is really a nice place to stay as the country is really CLEAN! Maybe because of the attitude and culture where Singaporean really likes the country to be clean, or because of the penalty for littering etc..? Anyhow it is really comfortable and much more cleaner than our own country, this we all have to admit that. No matter in small and not much developed area such as Little India, the place still clean and just as nice. Even you are walking during midnight time, you won't feel so afraid of people disturbing or trying to rob you (eventhough I'm not clear on the security and crime rate in the country). We went there for X'mas celebreation anyhow the funny thing is we missed the parade. They have parade around 5 pm which we are still in the mall as we expect parade should be around midnite and everyone is enjoying the few minutes towards Christmas just like the new year countdown. Since we are not able to witness the parade, thus we just continue to squeeze ourselves among the crowd that floading Orchard Road. Along the streeet around 4 km, the giant shopping complexes are just next to each other and we only manage to visit through less than half before we surrender due to foot pain. That same morning we have been to Singapore Zoo till 5pm before we get down to shopping. Everywhere is lights and decorations that seems they threw in a huge budget to beautify the country during special occasion that attract the tourists from other countries. We bump into a lot of Malaysians too..

Christmas Party in Half-Way Home

My vegetarian food...=.="

Slideshow and gifts...


Group Photo- Boss in the middle with chairman frm the association on the left. Residents wearing Christmas hat.

Today Half-way Home Residents is enjoyed their Christmas Party organised by Taiwan Buddhist Tsu-Chi Association. Eventhough I felt very weird as they organised this celebration which suppose is by Christian, so at first still thinking what would they sing? Christmas song? In the end, they just sang their own songs and I dun feel any Christmas's joyous atmosphere being created. Anyhow they are just completing their mission and of course we welcome them as those residents in Half-Way Home be very happy since got a lot of people celebrating with them, provides foods, gifts, and entertainment as they are mostly being aboondan by their family after being discharged from the hospital. It's a good thing after all..

P/S: Anyhow they are too nice that give me a plate of those vegetarian food which more than half of the food I didn't eat and cannot accept it.

Lee's homecook

Christmas's candle deco..

Today suppose is not a very good day for me.. However, in the end I end up making cheese baked rice, erm big sis's special request. Thus, we went to buy those ingredients- main ingredients such as mozarrella cheese and beef. Done all, eat..just as that simple.:-p

Night operation in the sPring..:-p

One of those shops that has closed in that floor.. The little white doggy pendant looks much like Blackie! Just opposite in colour..Omg!

Joa next to Christmas tree..:D

Raptai..

Site preparation

After finish watching "Zombieland" in MBO last night, me and Joa have to wait till sis finishes her movie "Avatar" which starts at the same time. Anyhow their movie is almost 1 and half hour longer than ours, thus we just exporing around that 2nd floor. We saw some people still busy working, preparing for the next day show (raptai) or exhibition. They are those working when the mall is close for public (except the cinema). Seems like everyone is working hard to make the ends meet. We are so fortunate.

木木小屋- Strongly NOT recommended

Nice hanging but the words doesn't bring any special message to me..

"Just defrozen sio be"

Pale looking barley

Sis's oily bihun

My so-called "Thai Fried Mee"

That day just feel hungry and Joa is meeting people, so just drop by a cafe which look quite nice in renovation and environment, name double wood house in Padungan. When look at the menu, ok it's not much special things to eat, plus they offer 10% off from total bill for dine-in 10am-2pm. Thus, I just roughly chosen the "Thai Fried Mee" and Barley drink and Sis ordered Fried Bihun I think with Teh-C-Peng. Anyhow my fried mee turned out to be "Thai Instant Fried Mee". The mee is no different from "mi segera" like Maggie mee.. N the most important thing is it is not spicy at all and it is too OILY. Tried my best but can't finish this oil. Anyhow I thk sis's bihun is even worse that she give up too. Ok, deep fried "sio be" suppose wont be too bad I thought bt I was wrong from the very first bite I had. It's just eating a cold, frozen yet oily food, dunno if it should be called "food". The barley even had a very weird smell, seems that they have keep it frozen for a LONG time..Poor little house, I think they should have change their servings to keep alive.

Kuli for a morning..

Today woke up at 6 sent Big sis to airport- going to Miri/Lawas outstation. SO sleepy while driving back. Then when home, thought to continue my dream, no longer after that mom came to wake us up..Going to move the stocks- seeds and fertilizers and all the equipment that have taken place in the house for almost a year to the new "factory"- light industrial estate. Anyhow, this time Boss decided to rent a light-industrial shophouses for 2K, I dunno whether it is worth for him as he always change his mind so fast like in Katy Perry's Song - Hot n Cold. Seems today his mood also up and down making us all bit tension, making little mistake being scold till bit angry, dun wan to help him anymore. Whatever, in the end women are all soft-hearted, n this not only true on me, but on sis n mom.. Anyhow, today I still able to manage my energy- mayb got extraordinary power up "injection" so, eventhough the things are so heavy and I'm sooo sleepy in the car regardless I'm driving or not. It's quite tiring but finally see the house looks like a house rather than a factory is still a happy moment!

What's your name?

Leggy froggy? eto,,,,,,, I'm out of idea on cute cute name for this time after named Buniu--/ Boniu..

haha...

The whole afternoon I have wasted my time in down down as unable to find the documents that I once type it in July/ August 2009. Think my memory is getting low, low and lower...=.=".. I just think that this time sure die, boss sure scold me stupid or smtg related. Searching high n low in one after another computers that I might have stored it, but in mind do not have the confidence that this document will be found. Guess what, in the end take up my last bravety to sms boss that I lost the document. Boss thought that I had emailed it before so asked me to find in email, however guess my memory say no to this statement, and proven it is not in the email either. In the end, boss call me up and say he managed to get the document back from the supplier. I should be happy and in the other way, he should have told me earlier that there is another way to get back this doc. Anyhow, i was trained to sacrifice my lunch for this, and maybe one day I will be graduated from this training..:D. However, the best thing is someone sang a song for me to cheer me up which I couldn't believe that got people don't know how to sing a complete ABC song!..Anyhow, thanks so much to make me alive again..Haha. Awaiting to hear the next song ...

Postponed date..

Today, as it is Monday, first planning is to settle my Passport. If not, scared not able to get it before my trip to Singapore this coming Christmas! So, get a leave from boss for few hours to get it done. Anyhow, surprise surprise my luck still haven't come.. thought it was just an ordinary traffic jam around Simpang 3 roundabout as it was around 9am. So just be patient lo, but later who knows when reach the junction, saw every cars going to the same way.. Reach the gate, saw the BIG banner " seminar bla bla bla on 7 to 8 dec 09.." ok., guess won't so much ppl cum for such boring seminar..turn in the parking lots,,omg..full house so better turn out..give up so need to cum back for the next next day..huh..

Lalala...

This plump plump hand with shadow belongs to Joa..:-p..



Look who's on old tv? Hey Joa, u haven't find a name for me..

Loves pastel,,however didn't manage to learn more on this..One day,,when I retired.:D

Is it yes or no?

Sometime I feel like trying to say something but in the end don't even know what actually I want to say, but just the voice in heart keep asking me to say. What is that something, the mind or the heart that making the judgement? Why do I keep pondering on this question since I'm not going to say it out, possibility that saying it out is nearly zero? Or even myself still not yet able to face this question and do not have the answer yet? Say or not to say seems not the main problem already since the consequences is just between yes and no. Maybe just forget about it and ok, just let it be.. Bit frust sometime in making decision to say or not, worry of that two results, yes n b prepare for the worse situation to face or no and one day will regret. This stress can't b calculated and no way for tabulating a profit and loss chart. Too dangerous but aren't that what I'm seeking for?

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Blackie drinking her fav miruku.:D

So cute, spill the milk all over the face..:p, need newspaper as lapik..

I can't let go

Everytime someone questioned me or says something related to my boss, I just don't know why I just couldn't face it with a positive attitude, happily saying that "I'm so proud to be a daughter that he can proud of".

I just couldn't let it down, everytime persuading myself with two motives I'm here in this world, one is to be a daughter that should be able to exist as a capable child of him, secondly is to protect the family (my mom especially) that no son is nothing!

When always tried to be as "capable" as I can, the feeling of trying very hard to get out of this box is attacking my soul. Even the tears might start coming from the heart inside but could never get out as I know I need to pretend not to care about this feeling, just let it be.. Should one day I leave the world before him, I will never say this to him. This world seems to be of nothing more to me if the feeling can't be grounded or one day he stop asking me to do anything, not because he is leaving the world. I still love him so much that I don't want him to know that I'm not very happy to be the "capable" assistant/secretary/clerk/daughter/any post whichever related.

Normal life, just maybe be a gardener that lives in countryside, staying in forest green world with simple 3 meals per day- nothing need to worry- maybe that's the heaven. Trying hard to hypnotise myself to make me feel better..