How big is my "bigger" heart?

When things keep repeating and its like hurting everyone involved, just dunno how long I can say the sentence.."I will accept this with a bigger heart". How big is that bigger heart that I have decided to have since that day to remember? Life is full of ups and downs that even human aren't able to conquer their own emotion and thinking, sometimes need to burst to people surround them, and only those who care will stay behind. Trying very hard sometime to withstand these pain feel eventhough I can just walk away and stay alone quietly and lonely. However, it's someone u have decided to love, then u have to love them till the end. The heart just have to choose either to keep going or give up....

Dissapointed

When it comes to relationship, ntg is more important than love and trust. When it comes to family, ntg is more important than love and trust. This equals family=relationship. When u r putting someone as your family, u believe that d other person also treat u as family member. The best of all is without having to say anything the other side wil know what are you thinking. But in this world, it doesn't seems that the person must b ur loved one or family. I dunno if that's what I want or what I can give.

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My name is 汪汪

A day to remember

Maybe some ppl might think that what I'm thinking now is wrong n I should b positive n try to do my best to make things work perfectly. But isn't it going to be hard and every1 will continue to feel like living a very unhappy n suffering life? No one would choose to b unhappy, even it comes to d closest ones. Our life is just as short, why would we choose d harder way when we have d ability and option to choose d more comfortable one? Sometime I just feel tired for every1 involved, every1 just like acting, fulfilling what we are suppose and need to do. It's not a what we want to do only, but to think for everyone and all the consequences. Maybe it looks sad to decide it that way, but the scar will keep remind us day to day until d day we finally take up our brave to face the truth that it has come to d last sort. Struggling would just make everyone more sad.

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Name: Frogbit

A combination of green frog with white rabbit = frogbit..:-P

Super duper full with cheese! Yucks..

Cheezy wedges suppose to be one of my favourite among the foods offered in KFC. Anyhow that day Shao Yin go out and da bao dinner for me in Desa Ilmu. This time the sauce, walaueh even more than the wedges.. too much that makes me feel bit geli,.. KFC, should you maintain your products' quality and consistency in order to sustain your reputation and confidence among your existing and potential customers..

Cute baby rabbits!:-D

Saw them in the Amazing Pets but its not for sale..they sell the mummy but the babies dunno, maybe got people booking already.. So cute the baby licked its' paw and seems like baby rabbit is bit insensitive, they only realize our presence when we touched them and they seems like getting a shock, haha..

A maze

D nite seems v long, v long.. Something keeps repeating in my mind, my sense of logic n the voice of the heart keep battling against each other which sometimes I wish I could just keep one of them. Suppose the new page is giving me lot of new things and happiness, but im still afraid to make any steps that is more than this. I feel like i just dunno what I could give when I'm not even sure what I want to give. When the truth always hurts eventhough sometimes it causes happiness too, whichever it is, it is still the truth..i'm too timid and I must have admit it. I deserve a punishment or need a guidance. Maybe an open channel that can help me conquer and go through this maze.

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Today 16th Jan 2010, tomorrow 17th Jan 2010

Happy Birthday to Ah Bing Go who's going to celebrate his "YY" birthday eventhough this year we aren't celebrating with him as he's working in Bintulu. Why I called it YY-- that's what I "understand" from Joa, who's not studying Biology in Form 4. Since normally we called someone unknown or unidentified as XX, which in Biology, this refer to female's chromosome- I didn't know anything more in detail, haha.. So, the very next time ehem, mayb we shall refer guys as Y n girl as X..Haha..

My special wisdom teeth..+.+

Today at first thought I will end up missing one of my wisdom tooth, which actually suppose won't give very much pressure on me.. Anyhow today end up doing nothing, pay Rm5 for checking up which exchange with a big news (maybe for me), that I need to extract 2 wisdom teeth through surgery!.. I should have say it's a very difficult fact that I have to accept but somehow in the mind, I had expected I won't have a easier life than this. This 1 extraction will cost me 550 bucks, means times 2, so will b 1.1k.. Dunno why that time I didn't worry about the pain that I will going to suffer after the surgery, just can't accept at the very moment that it is really a big deal. Even the surgeon said the surgery is a bit complex as the position of the tooth is not very ideal. Thus, I did feel panic that time but he say can complete in 35 minutes, which I think should be OK for me to stand the surgery duration. I will be watching the operation, the sounds n all the machines' operating.. He told me that he will cut the upper half and then extract the root. Sounds my skins are scattering and shivered..6th March first surgery...awaiting

Welcoming 2010!!

Maybe we always found the unexpected in the life and even no way to understand or interpret how it happens. It will anyhow happen and we are enjoying ourselves. Maybe the rest of the people will think it is unbelievable and how could that happen, even me myself can't explain it, but that's what is going to take place and change my life. Let the track on moving and maybe we will discover something new and happy..:-)..Wish my family and friends to have a new beginning and blessing throughout the year.