A maze

D nite seems v long, v long.. Something keeps repeating in my mind, my sense of logic n the voice of the heart keep battling against each other which sometimes I wish I could just keep one of them. Suppose the new page is giving me lot of new things and happiness, but im still afraid to make any steps that is more than this. I feel like i just dunno what I could give when I'm not even sure what I want to give. When the truth always hurts eventhough sometimes it causes happiness too, whichever it is, it is still the truth..i'm too timid and I must have admit it. I deserve a punishment or need a guidance. Maybe an open channel that can help me conquer and go through this maze.

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Today 16th Jan 2010, tomorrow 17th Jan 2010

Happy Birthday to Ah Bing Go who's going to celebrate his "YY" birthday eventhough this year we aren't celebrating with him as he's working in Bintulu. Why I called it YY-- that's what I "understand" from Joa, who's not studying Biology in Form 4. Since normally we called someone unknown or unidentified as XX, which in Biology, this refer to female's chromosome- I didn't know anything more in detail, haha.. So, the very next time ehem, mayb we shall refer guys as Y n girl as X..Haha..

My special wisdom teeth..+.+

Today at first thought I will end up missing one of my wisdom tooth, which actually suppose won't give very much pressure on me.. Anyhow today end up doing nothing, pay Rm5 for checking up which exchange with a big news (maybe for me), that I need to extract 2 wisdom teeth through surgery!.. I should have say it's a very difficult fact that I have to accept but somehow in the mind, I had expected I won't have a easier life than this. This 1 extraction will cost me 550 bucks, means times 2, so will b 1.1k.. Dunno why that time I didn't worry about the pain that I will going to suffer after the surgery, just can't accept at the very moment that it is really a big deal. Even the surgeon said the surgery is a bit complex as the position of the tooth is not very ideal. Thus, I did feel panic that time but he say can complete in 35 minutes, which I think should be OK for me to stand the surgery duration. I will be watching the operation, the sounds n all the machines' operating.. He told me that he will cut the upper half and then extract the root. Sounds my skins are scattering and shivered..6th March first surgery...awaiting

Welcoming 2010!!

Maybe we always found the unexpected in the life and even no way to understand or interpret how it happens. It will anyhow happen and we are enjoying ourselves. Maybe the rest of the people will think it is unbelievable and how could that happen, even me myself can't explain it, but that's what is going to take place and change my life. Let the track on moving and maybe we will discover something new and happy..:-)..Wish my family and friends to have a new beginning and blessing throughout the year.